The life and times of a midlife woman seeking meaning, contentment and the occasional rant.
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Hello Again from the Road
I Didn't Know I Had a Second Blog!
To be honest, I forgot I had this blog. I created my new one at AllieRambles.com to document my hiking and RV life AllieRambles.com to document my hiking and RV life but I generally don't show a lot of my private life or emotions there. I mostly like to talk about where I go and how to live on the road.
Then about a week ago I thought about starting a blog again. I feel the need to talk about my personal life, my ups and downs and all that. Just me talking, I mean writing, about it all, like I am right now. I went to check out Blogger because I don't want to bother with too many design elements and a host. When I arrived at Blogger Google told me I already had a blog here!
Mogollon Rim, Arizona (I was just there a week ago)
So wow! All I need to do is write!
What should you expect going forward from this blog?
My last post was in 2020. It is now May 2024 and I gotta tell you, a lot has happened in my life.
Since 2020, I have lived on the road in an RV, travel trailer and Ford Ranger. I've dated, loved and loss and loved again. I lived in Flagstaff, Arizona. I've backpacked portions of the AZT and Colorado trail. I made new friends and lost some too.
Those are just the highlights.
I want to share these details with you. My highs and lows. Who has been in and out of my life. Maybe some juicy details, maybe not, you'll have to come along with me to see the reveal.
Oh! I also started a YouTube channel --> Allie Rambles YouTube Allie Rambles YouTube.
Me and John @ Joshua Tree
Hang Out with Me
Let's hang out. I'm going to go back to the time I started out, back in July (or was it June) 2020 when I left mom's house during the Pandemic to solo RV...
I'm going back to my storage unit to grab my journals. My plan is to read them again (there's a lot, apparently I love writing and venting on paper). Then create audio and video using my entries to share here.
Get ready for some juicy gossip. Just kidding. But there has been a lot of drama in my life since 2020. But even more important are the stories and adventures. Where did I go? Who was I with? Did I grow mentally in the last few years? Did I encounter a grizzly? Moose? Bald eagle? Do I still hike? Own an RV?
I did it. I decided to backpack the AZT aka the Arizona Trail . It's about 800 miles and will take about 2 months. Whoa! 2 months with everything I need on my back - food, water and shelter. Two months away from general civilization. They'll be people and towns along the way yet it'll be mostly dirt, plants and wildlife (hopefully just the friendly kind.) How did all this happen? If you know me, which you may not since this blog is pretty new, I LOVE to hike. I feel empty inside when I can't hit the trail. (Watch some of my Youtube videos about it). But that's going out for a day and coming back home to eat and sleep in my comfy bed. Backpacking is a whole different beast. Yet I've wanted to do it for a few years now yet life circumstances have kept me away (selling my house, saving money, time). I'm not ready to talk about it but my sweet Maggy dog has crossed the rainbow bridge recently. She could barely hike so backpacking with her
I read an article on Medium yesterday about dating in your 50's called My Problem with First Dates and Fifty-Something-Year-Old Men . This reminded me of the few dating months I experienced years ago. I dated 5 men starting about 6 months after my divorce was official. I dated for about 8 months or so then stopped - cold turkey style. That was 5 years ago. Since then I've had NO INTEREST in dating or meeting anyone new at all. That includes female friendships. When I made this decision I felt selfish. I wanted life for a while to be all about ME. Is that so bad? I wanted to explore who I am. Taking off from about 21 years of age when I was last officially single and see who the hell I was then, for the last 30+ years and who I want to be. This was around the same time I started my simple living journey . I just wanted life for me to be simple for a while. I needed to be only in my head; I couldn't have anyone else cloud who I was or what I thought.
Quarantine. I'll admit it's not affecting me as hard as it is others that rely on working away from home, have small children at home and/or normally social. I live with 2 retirees. Mom seems to be ok since she's still working on decorating and setting up her new home. She's still removing items from storage boxes and ordering online. She's keeping busy. Her husband doesn't seem to be bothered much about staying home except that his early morning gym sessions have halted. He putters around the house and watches TV. Life almost feels the same as it did a month ago before the Coronavirus outbreak. Me? I'm cool. I'm an introvert so staying home and doing activities alone are my modus operandi. I'm working on building my YouTube page , and my 2 websites - Allie Rambles and Start a Simple Life. If you're curious, Allie Rambles is about my hiking and outdoor life. I'm giving away all my dirt loving secrets there. Start a S
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